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A Case Illustrating the Power and Potential of Using
Vital Sensations and Miasm
By Jeff Baker, ND, DHANP, CCH
One of the commonest questions that
colleagues, ask when they hear about the “new method,” is, “Why do we need
a new method?” In broad terms the
answer to that question is simply that there are too many failures.
However, in order to truly answer that question, in such a way as to
reduce things to specifics, there is nothing more eloquent than to illustrate by
way of a failed case. After all, aren’t failed cases the handiwork of anyone who
is truly practicing? If we did not
have failed cases then we would not be practicing; we would be perfecting, in
which case all of our prescriptions would be the simillimum.
Unfortunately, that is a phenomenon with which I am rather unacquainted.
As a result, the case I have chosen to discuss has to do with lots of
practice and equal amounts of failure, ultimately resulting in success.
In this case, as with so many others in my
practice, several seemingly brilliant prescriptions were made along the way,
resulting in brilliant failures. I
am absolutely certain that were it not for the use of vital sensations and miasm,
which are the cornerstones of the new method, as articulated by Rajan Sankaran,
I would never have come to the correct remedy.
For any reader doubting this assertion, I only
wish I could share with you the one hundred pages of verbatim, type written
notes that were taken over these last eight plus years since I began treating
patient K, so you too could have the opportunity to study and struggle and see
for yourself if the needed remedy was attainable by any other approach.
Unfortunately there is a space limit to this article, so I will only be
able to put down a fraction of what was revealed in the many consultations that
ensued.
K
was 33 years old when he originally came in November, 1994
because of “very severe, intense, violent itching, itching like
crazy,” a problem that had begun eight years earlier and which continued for
nearly another seven years until he got the correct remedy.
He said it was on his arms, shoulders, upper back and abdomen.
“It comes and goes; sometimes it attacks, like bites.
It’s mostly worse at night.” The
itching can keep him awake. There
were no real eruptions present, though there were scabs where he had broken his
skin from scratching until bleeding.
Over a long period of time he consistently
described the itching as feeling like attacks, having no control over it,
feeling helpless, and like a victim of it.
He repeatedly said that the itching was worse at night, worse when he was
alone, worse from eating almost any food, especially sweets, which he craved
very strongly.
However, K’s problems hardly stopped with
itching; there were a whole host of other issues and concerns, ranging from what
he called loneliness and separation to cravings for friendship,
love and intimacy to long standing feelings
of hatred toward his father upon whom he depended for money, to anger and rage,
episodes of depression, accompanied with thoughts of killing himself, infections
of his hands and feet, which were painful from walking or touching them, knee
pain, which at times limited his ability to walk and badly decayed teeth. Additionally there were periods of fatigue, characterized by
a tremendous lack of energy, when he would feel that he could not do anything.
Looking at the entire case notes,
retrospectively, it is abundantly clear that although K had an array of
problems, they never really changed from the outset of treatment.
It took about four consultations before he spoke in some depth about all
his issues and then for the succeeding forty plus consultations he just restated
those complaints in varying ways. During
that time he received many carefully selected remedies, most of which had either
a slight effect or none whatsoever. He
was given (in the following order) Magnesium muriaticum, Sarsaparilla, China
sulphurica, Hura, Lac humanum, Natrum carbonicum, Natrum phosphoricum, Hydrogen,
Lithium carbonicum, Comocladia, Rhus glabra and Ginkgo biloba.
The following are a few selected passages from
various consultations that provide some insight into K’s state:
“Friendship is what is really important to
me. I like really being with one
person and giving a lot. I love
very easily, very deeply. I just
meet these people and I do the healing work.
Basically, it’s just love on coming together with someone. I crave friendships and relationship. Over the years my attractions have mostly been with men.
I’m free and put no labels on it.
I can be with men intimately. I
could have an intimate relationship with a woman just as easily, but it hasn’t
happened in several years. I’m
with a person in every way ... like a complete relationship, which includes
intimacy.”
“Not to be able to love (one particular
friend of whom he spoke), because he stayed away, was so painful; I almost
killed myself. I have this
unfulfilled love with people. My
younger brother and I loved each other more than anybody.
But we really didn’t realize it. There
was no space or time for that with all that was going on in normal life.
I see the same pattern going on for years.
I meet these younger men ...and some older ... with an intense love that
isn’t realized. They become
afraid ... I’m me being really open, loving so much and them, running away
from what they want most.”
“When someone is not in touch with their
feelings I get hurt a lot because I feel everything. I feel incredibly deep love and when they leave I feel
incredibly deep pain. I don’t
involve myself in the world in general. My
time is totally open and spontaneous when I am with people. Without someone to be with and exchange this depth of
intimacy and love leaves me very lonely. It’s
very hard. If someone is there
it’s often 24 hours a day. I need
someone I can be close with. I
crave that and when I don’t have it, it’s very hard for me.”
“I never liked my father.
I was always afraid of him. Fear
was there. He’s so hurtful, so cut off from everything.
He’s a nightmare. He goes on and on criticizing everything.
I stayed in my own space, separated.
He was wild, loud, like a cartoon character, crazy to me, could be angry,
not violent, insensitive. I was
scared of my father, close to my mother, but kind of too close, felt she needed
me. I was my mother’s special because she needed me after her
father died. “
“Another time - at hot tub, older men were
invading my space. They would try
to touch me, follow me. I got so
angry that I wanted to beat them up. Angry
at father, father stuff. So angry
and not wanting to be close, afraid to be close.
Judging the older man as being weak, invading, being more than
disrespectful.“
“I had a dream that recurred for many years
... me running through my (childhood) house, father chasing me.
I would take a path which led down somewhere into the underworld.
Very scary dream.”
“The hardest thing is this loneliness when
there’s not someone to be with ... the pain of really being alone and most
people seem dead or cut off from me ... the feeling of not being able to connect
with people, someone. I see the
essence of someone and who they are. Then
I see the walls and it drives me insane; it hurts so much.”
“If I see someone who I feel some kind of
connection with, mostly it’s a guy who isn’t open and I know it’s real and
we have something to share that’s real. I
see that person cutting it off, so closed off it hurts.
I feel the actual energy connections with people and I want ... need it
so badly. I never knew how much
protection people have. The more I see it the more it hurts. I pray I’m quickly with the next person I can be with.”
“I’ve been into loneliness, separation,
down. Had love, physical closeness.
Loneliness is mostly in the evening.
When the sun goes down loneliness really gets worse.
When it gets dark and I’m not with someone.
If I find myself alone in the evening that’s when it hurts. Then I eat more than I need, to get some kind of fulfillment
and then the itching gets much worse.”
“Physically, I shit a lot, i.e. I can shit
4-5 times per day. Everything I eat
comes right through. I want to take
in this nourishment and it’s always leaving.
I can’t hold onto anything. It’s
crazy because it passing right through.”
There are so many approaches one can take in a
case like this or for that matter in any case. At various times I used different combinations of symptoms
from the mind (delusions, dreams, fears etc.),
generals, and physical symptoms, all sorts of different totalities to
make very clever prescriptions, clever failures all. I now refer to this way of practicing homeopathy as the
“guess work method.” It relies
on a myriad of different analysis strategies, depending upon how the case is
evaluated and how the various symptoms are weighted or emphasized. And to be perfectly honest, it does work occasionally; often
enough that it can keep hope alive, which is to say that it can sustain a
practice, but real results are woefully inadequate and inconsistent.
Speaking from 24 years of practice, thousands of patients, tens of
thousands of hours of hard work in the consulting room with patients and in the
materia medicas, I feel it is fair and honest to say that the practice of
homeopathy, by and large has been too haphazard.
Whether
one chooses to rely more heavily on delusions and dreams, keynotes,
generalities, essences, analyses that emphasize small or less well proven
remedies etc., etc., I now firmly believe that the fault or weakness lies in the
fact that it is human phenomena that are being given weight.
Whereas in the new method, it is the non-human (not exclusive to the
domain of humans), universal phenomena, which become the basis for understanding
and prescribing. Dr. Sankaran has
referred to these as vital sensations.
Working with vital sensations requires a
somewhat different way of listening to the patient and investigating the case.
Since there is no rhyme or reason to the vital sensations that patients
express; the focus shifts from the patient’s story line to that which is truly
peculiar and unifying in a case. While
stories are many and varied and often fascinating, even riveting beyond
comprehension, they are all too often subtle traps in that they do not unify the
case, but rather lead to fragmentation and with that fragmented thinking, also
commonly referred to as case analysis strategies.
Obviously what is needed is a way of reliably
connecting disturbances of the vital force, within our patients, with that which
is vital in our medicines. That is
precisely what vital sensations do. The
vast preponderance of our medicines derives from minerals, animals and plants,
which do not have human qualities, but they do have their own unique and
consistent properties, which turn out to be sensations.
So it only stands to reason that if our job as
homeopaths is to find that right remedy, that simillimum, then we need to know
what to look for in order to link a person with his or her curative substance.
In order to accomplish this our awareness in practice needs to be highly
tuned to that which is non-human and therefore strange, rare, peculiar, yet
characteristic, not merely of people, but substances. Ultimately, what we are
after is the general sensation, which is common to the mind and body and comes
up in the same form in all circumstances
(Sankaran on the Levels of Experience, 2002).
Such sensations belong neither to the mind or to the body; these are
vital sensations.
Using this way of working in K’s case made
all the difference. After working
with the method of using vital sensations, I became aware that K used the same
words, the same sensations, to describe his itching, his general state, his
dreams, his other physical complaints and virtually every area of his life.
The following quotes illustrate:
“Itching feels out of control.
Something is invading me in some way.
It makes me feel powerless, no control over it.
Violated. Also, I can’t wear nice clothes as I get bloodstains on
them ... something bad, wrong, dirty. My
father judging me for being bad. Something
ugly about me.”
“When I was traveling this summer I got
stopped and my van was searched. I
was scared for months after that ... still am ... coming into my home, invading
my home. Fear of going where I want
to go. Fear of going to new places,
new things. Afraid to show my fear
and love to anyone. Afraid I
won’t be left alone.”
How does it feel to be invaded?
“Really violated. Invasion now is like dancing, if someone comes into my space,
stops me. Or if somebody tries to
be close to me in my space I get angry at that ... this negative force I can’t
break away from.”
Speaking of how he felt about his father, both
in dreams and as a child: “Afraid of this uncontrollable force coming at
me--him trying to hurt me. Feeling
helpless. Unable to do anything
about somebody trying to hurt me, coming after me, feeling powerless.
He was always this darkness, this bad force, this out of control monster.
I was controlled by him. I
had no control.”
“ My teeth, a major problem, I am focused on
it (for years) The decay is black,
dark, coming up from inside, underneath. Like
my dad talking, in his negative, controlling way, that darkness and the smell is
ugly, dirty, dark, inside of me, I can’t get rid of it.
The dentist just wants to pull the teeth.
I won’t let him. I’m
very afraid that is just violent intrusion ... pull this part of me.
Like the good me in this dark, negative world that just wants to do these
violent things to me. This is just
like the world in general. Like
there is something bad and wrong that has to be removed from me.
Like I am an innocent child just violently invaded.”
“The other day a weird thing happened on the
beach. A big rock hit me on my
ankle out of nowhere and I was in pain and fuck, what is this, out of nowhere!
Makes me feel like I was attacked. At
the time I was walking on the beach and there was a Hawaiian boy, all this
sexual energy I was very uncomfortable with.
His energy was very afraid and trying to get something.
It was right after I passed him this rock happened.
It was invasive, his energy. It
was a total freak thing; this rock jumped up and hurt me.
It could be a long time till it heals.”
“I want kissing with the mouth, but now
there is all darkness inside. A
dark force is invading my home ... black on my van..., invincible mold, dark
force has invaded me ... so metaphorical for me, like a dentist taking out my
teeth.”
Dream: “I
heard this click and tone in my forehead, like alien abduction, monitoring me in
my sleep. I went back to sleep and
woke up to this click and tone, right above me, scary, like alien beings doing
something with me in my sleep. Used
to be scared as a kid in that house at night.
Scared of people, black people coming to rob us.
Father had all this fear of black people.”
K’s love for greenery, fruits and
vegetables, his rambling, unstructured speech and life style, his sensitivities
to foods, sunlight, and people led me to know that he needed a plant remedy.
The vital sensations that ran throughout his entire case were invaded
(like aliens), controlled, violated, forced, (coming) into my space, danger and
strength. Although the family to
which these vital sensations belong is not in volumes 1 or 2 of Dr. Sankaran’s
Insight into Plants, I had been fortunate to learn from him that these
are the vital sensations of the Fungi family.
Miasmatically, the case was much easier to
understand. The key words
associated with leprosy were in abundance throughout K’s case: Isolated, confined, secluded, cast out (separate, alone,
great loneliness), hopelessness, dirty, tears
himself (scratches to bleeding), loathing (hatred of father and himself).
There are two remedies that Dr. Sankaran has
indicated are at the cross point or intersection of the Fungi family and
leprosy: Secale cornutum and
Solanum tuberosum aegrotans. While
Secale is a very well proven remedy, Sol-t-ae. is a relatively smaller remedy.
The deciding point that led to giving Sol-t-ae. was that it is known to
have violent itching. Secale, on
the other hand is not known for that symptom.
Since K’s chief complaint was exactly that, violent itching, Sol-t-ae.
was given. I also noted two other
confirmations in Solanum tuberosum aegrotans’ relatively short list of mental
symptoms: Fear of robbers and
Destructiveness. K had specifically
said on several occasions “over
eating is self destructive.”
In the last 13 months K has received three
doses of Sol-t-ae., the first two doses were 1M and the last was a 10M.
Since getting the remedy there has been a dramatic decrease in his
itching, to such an extent that he can go for many months with no itching
whatsoever. Equally impressive has
been the reduction in both his level of hopelessness (feelings of separation and
isolation) coupled with feelings that the world is safer, less invasive and
dangerous. He has had a number of experiences and awarenesses that have
given him a sense of comfort.
Previously one of his greatest fears was of
being violated and overcome by a man, where he would be under the control of the
larger, stronger man. In such a
situation he imagined that he would be badly hurt or killed.
He spoke of such a person as a dark force, nobody he could ever connect
with. Six months after the remedy
he described an encounter: “After I saw you last time, this huge local guy got very
angry that I got some paint on his car, after accidentally hitting his car door.
It was a scary experience, but he opened up and we worked it out.
He is this big, tough guy. I
even talked to him about my fear, we spent a while talking and ended up hugging.
It was very intense, but everything was fine, no violent energy.”
On another follow-up he spoke about a dream:
“Reunited with an old friend, D .
The two of us were together and then my father came into it.
My father was the whole issue between me getting close to D;
he was in the way. They had
an interaction, my father was talking and D gently put his hand on my father’s
face. My father was being loved and
accepted by D. My father feeling
loved by D and him being in acceptance, allowing D and me to be close.
Him not having to be critical and judgmental and get in the way of the
closeness. This was a big healing
dream for me.”
Most recently K has had all four of his
decayed teeth extracted. He had not
been willing to have a dentist go inside his mouth for fear that he would be
violated and invaded. He decided,
on his own, that this would be good for him.
This is only one of many cases that have been
solved by utilizing this method. Without
using vital sensations there was no way I would have been able to give K the
remedy he needed. If I had searched
the materia medica for remedies with violent itching that would have reduced the
list to 303 remedies, not very good odds that I would have come to the remedy in
his lifetime. The beauty of the
method is that it is consistent, reliable, and eliminates many of the common
pitfalls and errors that are frequently encountered.
I am very pleased to state, without qualification, that results I
previously never imagined or thought possible are now very much within reach.
This is an extraordinary time to be practicing homeopathy. A great debt of gratitude is owed Dr. Sankaran for furthering
the work of the master.
Jeff Baker, ND, DHANP, CCH lives, with his
family, on the island of Maui, where he practices homeopathy with his wife,
Susie. Jeff directs the Maui
Academy of Homeopathy, which, for the past twelve years, has presented seminars
and more recently extended courses in advanced homeopathic practice. He welcomes
feedback or enquiry and can be reached by e-mail at mauiacademy@earthlink.net
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